I'm this close to going crazy. For normal people, time management is the issue, but for me, it isn't.
I'm so tired of trying to fit to your expectations. I want to make you proud, but I'm so tired of working my ass off and doing everything RIGHT to only, in the end, get shit for every little thing I do. I never get a "GREAT JOB" or, at least, some sign of satisfaction or happiness with what I do. I don't wanna spend time with you if you just give me drama- it's kind of a given. I'm tired of doing what you want me to do. I'm tired of feeling bad for doing what I want, when the truth is that I deserve it. I'm TIRED, so, from now on, I'm going to do whatever the hell I want to do, and not feel bad for being happy. If you can't be happy for me, then at least I have myself and MY happiness.
My patience is crumbling, and you're ruining our relationship- but it isn't my fault. I've put up with too much.
